I'm only going to be disappointed later when I never write anything on here, that stops me from wanting to write I guess. I actually have a real journal for all of those private things that I would write, but I guess that there's a sort of thrill if someone might read this. Even though it will probably never be interesting enough for anyone to actually read.

Pictures. I need pictures. So that other people will look at this and be like, OMG, THIS PERSON IS LIKE THO COOL.

I am very apprehensive around people. Especially people that I don't know. But more so, people that I have met before but are the ex of my best friend's boyfriend and are prettier than I am and all of my friends like her more than me even though they never see her. It's because I know what she probably thinks of me by thinking about how I would feel if I had known these people since adolescence and then they made friends with this other girl that I don't know and have never actually had a conversation with. Bitch. Her, I mean.

a blog

So, blogs are pretty much not the cool thing anymore. People that were going to get famous from their blog have, and everyone else is just sinking back into the mass of obscurity and hopelessness. So, that means that it's a pretty good time for me to start a blog.

I have blogged before, but it's always been things like, "ooh, I'm in high school and my life is horrible, and I'm going to complain." I am in college now, however, so at least that will have changed. But I will still be complaining, and, now that my education level has elevated, I am going to think that it is going to be intelligent.
We all know the truth though.

Mostly, I will be complaining about how I don't know what I'm doing with my life, and how no one understands me (because sometimes I think to myself that I am at an elevated state of consciousness, that other people couldn't possibly understand).

I always have to have these introductory blog posts. Here I am, this is what I will be posting.

I don't even know if I will ever post in this blog, now that I have established an introductory blog post.

But I guarantee that I will eventually come back and delete this post, because I'll think that I was an idiot back when I wrote it.