I'm only going to be disappointed later when I never write anything on here, that stops me from wanting to write I guess. I actually have a real journal for all of those private things that I would write, but I guess that there's a sort of thrill if someone might read this. Even though it will probably never be interesting enough for anyone to actually read.

Pictures. I need pictures. So that other people will look at this and be like, OMG, THIS PERSON IS LIKE THO COOL.

I am very apprehensive around people. Especially people that I don't know. But more so, people that I have met before but are the ex of my best friend's boyfriend and are prettier than I am and all of my friends like her more than me even though they never see her. It's because I know what she probably thinks of me by thinking about how I would feel if I had known these people since adolescence and then they made friends with this other girl that I don't know and have never actually had a conversation with. Bitch. Her, I mean.